Friday, February 26, 2010



With the last remaining light that the evening had offered up,
seven boys formed a familiar circle passing the ball back n’ forth.
With only plastic bags tied tightly together, they tried to see how long they could keep it off the ground,

I counted up to thirteen.

They juggled next to a trash fire to steal a little more light,
and as the smoke encircled the boys like a stadium,
it looked as though it was protecting them from the rest of the world, for just a moment.

From where I was standing, I could see that three of them were wearing shoes,
two were sportin’ Roma’s. One was missing laces.
The other had an old pair of adidas that was barely recognizable,
as the white leather & three stripes stitched firmly on the outsides (a shoe I am all too familiar with) were stained in mud,
while three others juggled in sandels two sizes too large and were holding on to their lives with just a toe strap.

Then there was the boy I couldn’t take my eyes from.

He had nothing but his bare feet to work with,
but he hit the ball clean,
and with each touch his smile grew a bit wider.
Watching him control its every movement the way a conductor does a symphony,
I couldn’t help but think this was how the game is suppose to be played...

With friends in bare feet,
playing against emerging city lights competing for the stars positions,
trying to convince the sun to set a bit later.

I gave him a head–nod and walked away while he
put on a show to anyone willing to watch,
using nothing but plastic bags and some rope.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

It's all about who you know

I've been feeling a bit stressed recently, mostly from overworking myself. I can't seem to slow down even on a Sunday here and I think a lot of it has to do with not knowing how many days I'll have free of commitment to work on KGSA matters. I've been thinking a lot about how will I proceed with all of this once I'm back in the states... and I honestly don't know to tell you all the truth. I have said to many of you that my thought is to work at a coffee house, or serve tables for a year so that I could work on KGSA in the down time. Live cheaply, find a job that I don't have to take home with me, find fulfillment in KGSA.

It sounds great, but then again I don't know how long I would even want to do that for. I know that I have too much of a commitment and connection to the school now to turn my back on them, or to lessen my "load" so to speak, but as I keep thinking of all of this, I can't help but wish for a "Thomas White" in my life. I just finished reading Mountains beyond Mountains, the story of Paul Farmer and his amazing journey through Haiti and working to improve the health conditions of the poor. In the book, he miraculously gets contacted by a ridiculously wealthy guy named Thomas White who decides to throw money at the Partners in Health for years to come. Now I'm not saying that Paul Farmer didn't deserve it, or work like crazy for it. All I'm saying is that I would love to stumble upon a Thomas White of my own so I could not have to worry about how I am going to keep this going while home in the states.


On that note though, and relating to the title of this blog, about a week ago I had a meeting with the Minnesota Studies of International Development (MSID) directors, which is the program that i went abroad on 4 years ago, and the legal team of the U of M, and the Vice President of the U of M systems. They all came to Kenya to see some of the programs and the Kenyan Directors took them to KGSA.

They were incredibly impressed with the school and how it started, Abdul and his vision and passion, and myself and the other MSID students that were still involved and trying to work towards its sustainability. We took them up to the library where they noticed that we did not have any books still. They asked what our plan was and we informed them that we were partnering with Books 4 Africa but that we were waiting on them to raise the last $6,000 to fill up their shipment throughout other Kenyan provinces. They Vice President looked over at me, and I quote, said "You said $6,000 you need? Let me get back to the states and make a few calls, send a few emails and we'll get you that money. You'll get those books a lot sooner than you thought." Woah! Was this happening?!? Did I find a Thomas White, was he standing right in our library committing to $6,000? This couldn't be. I was still in a bit of a shock as we walked down to the laboratory, still trying to catch my breathe when I heard him talking with Abdul inquiring about the lab equipment, he didn't see any in the room. It was because there was no equipment in the room, it was too damn expensive for us to get at this point... Was he about to do it again? He couldn't... he wouldn't... would he? I continued talking to someone next to me, unaware of what I was saying as I was just trying to blend in, easy drop with skill as I call it, and that's when I heard him say those beautiful words. "Would it just be cheaper for us to send money instead of us buying the equipment?" YES! YES, YES IT WOULD I screamed in my head, but all the while I kept my cool. Pretending not to hear a word. They were in a hurry though at this point, so we exchanged emails, thanked them for coming, and as they walked off Abdul and I started to hit each other in the chest in excitement... we were about to burst, trying to wait for them to round the corner before I would perform the biggest air kicks I'd ever done in my life. They got in their car and drove out of Kibera as Abdul and I leapt in the air laughing loudly.

So who knows what will happen when I return I guess. I just made friends with 11 administrators, directors, and a vice president from the University of Minnesota who all want to see KGSA grow and succeed. Maybe KGSA will find a Thomas White after all.